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Hi,
I said goodbye yesterday to a friend who has decided that she can't stay here anymore.

She has MS and cancer.

Too much pain and suffering.

It was very sad.

Or.

Bittersweet.

This is hard to write about.

She has had the worst life of anyone I have ever known.

Stacked deck.

And yet.

She had so much love and caring.

I am bulimic.

I have choices.

But for what? go I?

So I am feeling alive today.

Thanks to her.

Died 6:53 this morning.

I will miss her.

Love

Bryan